ok. i'm psyched about the cd, but i'm really sad that marie is so upset about it. i feel really bad that we haven't been working on her songs, i want to really badly. i feel terrible. maybe we should have waited. i dunno. i just wanted to record asap because i don't know how long the band is going to be together anyways, since i don't even know if marie will want to still make the commitment when she's in college. i mean, i'm all for it, but she might just slowly lose interest and stuff and then we'd be without a singer. and what's sca without marie? NOTHING. we can't even really function when she's not there...we get nothing done. i feel really horrible. about so many things. aaarrg, we need to play a gig. then we'll feel better about the band and maybe people wont' want to quit.

"what's next, who knows?

It happens everywhere we go

we find trouble everyday."--The Virus

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