my grandma isn't doing well at all. woo hoo. i've been so worried these past few weeks and it's starting to wear me out. Nothing compared to what my mom is going through though, she has to get up everynight to help my grandma go to the bathroom cause her hip hurts soo much even though she's on vicodin.

but anyhoo, i hate my hormones cause i've got a thing for another guy. I WON'T LET THIS STAY FOR LONG THOUGH. you know me, i force it out cause i'm not supposed to have relationships, i'm supposed to help others with theirs. It's my fucking purpose in life, to not be happy and make others happy. that's just what i do. FUCKING SHIT, I THINK I'VE JUST GONE FUCKING EMO. GREAT. I THINK I'LL GO CRY IN A CORNER AND THEN SHIT MY PANTS. ARRG ARRG ARRG.

meow.

i met someone cool yesterday/today. weee. He's from the east coast and his name is Josh. Yaaay, he likes some of the same bands as me. hooray for the internet letting people meet other people. AHAHAHA, i sound fucking bi polar in this entry. whoa.

peace out...hahaha that sure don't sound like me. more like FUCK OFF, I'M LEAVING. ooh, now that was right. HAH.
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