2003-06-02 - 12:18 a.m.
okay...maybe not kill myself. maybe just take some benadryll and go nuts. maybe just commit myself. yeah. okay. yep.
i wanna be sedated...*dance*
2003-06-02 - 12:10 a.m.
okay i think im going to kill myself. i'm playing shrink to too many people. i cant handle this anymore. im hypervenalating, sweating, crying and i just cant stand to hear anymore of anything. im sick of everything. there's just too much hate and nothing i can do about it. if i go through with it...well, goodbye.
2003-06-01 - 1:40 p.m.
damn. bully has a new album coming out soon i think. i never bought the second one actually, i probably should...heh.
i feel very sad right now but i cant say because its about people that actually read this diary. i think im gonna cry. where's those damn emo glasses when you need them.
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ahahahahaha, figures. i bet all the sal's peeps would get this too. im gonna miss all of them that are leaving so much. patrick, stephen, omar, mitsy, grace, jina, zak (or zach, fuck i dunno which way you spell it you drunkard), and anyone else i forgot that i just cant remember the names of right now...aarrrg!
2003-05-31 - 1:58 a.m.
im happy right now.
ALL DONE! no more school until august! As my first summer activity, we made SCA shirts today, they are currently for sale. woo! get yours today! props to my band cause we rock. we wrote a new tune for the zombie magi song and it rocks. SCA WILL ROCK YER MOM...IN BED! OOOH! haha.
josh was an ass and tormented me on another screen name. hehehe. but he sent me a little video. how sweet, he's flipping me off. awwww. and poor josh hurt his foot real bad! poor dirty bug infested thing. *lots of hugs for josh*
i smell like spraypaint. lovely.
